Tuesday 30 December 2014

The thank you.

The midsummer dream...
It was very fine to have you there. I was very happy, I'm glad to see ya. Though i know, there's no purpose, but somewhat that happy feeling gone out from nowhere when i don't even know its still exist. Gumawo.

I do, feeling very terrible when i did something wrong, or maybe, it didn't completely gone wrong, but i felt like it left with unpleasant end. So i used to decide, to leave my 'left over' with everything that can be seen beautiful.

I thank, many people for their good habit or good deeds. Be it done to me, or to others. I used to thank them. Most of the time, i didn't tell them with my well said words, but i do, feel very grateful. "It was nice to have you there"~"I'm glad that you did that"~"thank you"
These words are all well said.
So don't feel that terrible.
I don't thank only those who are special to me, to my heart.
I used to, thank people around me, though its hard sometimes. It is hard the most, when i do like or admire him or her.

Just thanks, for another smile that i am allowed to creates. Not especially by him or from him. I also thank you, for being apart of my life.

Monday 22 December 2014

First semester in Uni life

Its 1.55 a.m now...
I just published my past things, adding labels so that I can easily recognize them.

My first final exam, seminar 1 is not very far, it's near, I can say about 4 days ahead.

It's tough here, yeah I admit that. In this world, it's tough here..

I started to blame myself, again. For choosing this course, why would I???? Why did I so TAMAK ?? This course may bring me straightly to the hellfire ! On top of those, I'm chasing THE WEALTH..

its 2 a.m already, i have a lot of things to say, but i don't have the time. Let me, myself learn to gasp within the un-breathe-able atmosphere...may be someday, I LL found the way.